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There is Desire

by Kyla Ferrier

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1.
Write You 02:39
Write you into my words again Wish you into my listening ear Thoughts are knots wrapping round my heart I am waiting for you to be here Don't tell me no, don't tell me no I'm fearful of what I already know Just play a strain, pretend it's so That you really do really love me Write you words hanging in the air Eye them fly by, no response or care Or maybe your tongue is on holidays Or maybe you can't think of what to say Don't tell me no, don't tell me no I already know what I don't want to know I reach out in vain with exhausted hope That you really do really love me
2.
Legacy 04:42
Lonely, clutching, rotting pit Body of work jammed with woe Eating me up bit by bit I care I care I know I can't extract my soul from flesh Feeling in capillaries, feeling as I intermesh Corporeal marks leave spirit creases Bent, dense emptiness, grow closer compact pieces Grieving denouements, a dying song I've loved you for too long I've loved you for too long I've loved you for too long I've loved you for too long Pleading pulse out of my chest My being screaming through the bars I'll never get free from the mess Of legacy, effect and cause I have reason. I am free Now no one can control me I'm so liberated in my cave God damn intellectually sane I am not bad I am not bad I am not bad Pleading pulse out of my chest My being screaming through the bars I'll never get free from the mess Of legacy, effect and cause Bleeding waltz inside a cage I'm backwards, I'm becoming walls I am not free, I am not brave I'm isolated pride and fall I have reason. I am free Now no one can control me I'm so liberated in my cave God damn intellectually sane Am I still bad? Am I still bad? Am I still bad?
3.
I hear the things you say sometimes the things you say I hate Don't be such a secret in the riff I love you, holy I never know if I'm finding you I never know if I'm finding you I never know if I'm finding you But I think I do, I think I do I never know if I'm finding you I never know if I'm finding you I never know if I'm finding you But I think I do, I feel I do Don't be such a secret in the riff I love you, holy shift Don't be such a secret in the riff I love you, holy shift I never know if I'm finding you I never know if I'm finding you I never know if I'm finding you But I think I do, I think I do I never know if I'm finding you I never know if I'm finding you I never know if I'm finding you But I think I do, I feel I do You're in my brain like brain cells You're in my heart like heart beats You're in my feet like cold feet
4.
In Memoriam 02:47
Faith-thick agnostic, I don't know Faith-sick and lost it I don't want to blow smoke Dust in your hair Rust in your fear Falling exhausted through a door It's time to rest Time to rest Keep on moving Time to rest Open my eyes Open my eyes And what, I am beheld again What is, no man understands And out of darkness came the hands That move through nature It's time to rest Time to rest Keep on moving Time to rest I open my eyes I open my eyes It's time to rest Time to rest Keep on moving Time to rest I open my eyes I open my eyes
5.
Throw me down TKO Hit me in the night Stab me in the thigh Change my name Bless me! Bless me! Hit me in the night Stab me in the thigh What's your name? Bless me! Bless me!
6.
There is cancer in the bones of things unsaid I'm in shame, I'm in shame, I'm in shame Nervous dancer through the hallways of my head Throw me shade, throw me shade, throw me shade Unreal, inside my mind A fair design, but you're not mine Ferris wheels of fucked up thought Go round and round and round... Until I'm turned off But I won't go down without some fight It wasn't just a night where I became a liar Sins of omission are like lights In the hands of an audience singing along Hair and hips, hopeful lips Try to look, power trips, fear I am running as fast as I can Hair and hips, hopeful lips Try to look, power trips, fear There is desire I won't go down without some fight It wasn't just a night where I ran from the fire Sins of omission are like lights In the hands of an audience singing along There is desire There is desire There is desire There is desire I wait I wait, I want I want I wait I wait, I want I want I wait I wait, I want I want I wait I wait, I want I want I wait I wait, I want I want I wait I wait, I want I want I wait I wait, I want I want I wait I wait, I want I want
7.
Part Of 05:00
Head treading water Heart already sunk I couldn't hold it up Above the heavy stuff Hurt stirs hotter I want a lasting love If I can get out Will I be enough? I AM active under earth I AM moving, heated below dirt Even beating way down low Think of rivers, rivers, how they go, and Move like water, I AM fire There is shifting in the mire Covered, hidden, heaving heart You are part of me A skull can't hold me You'll never know me like that A skull can't hold me You'll never know me like that Space, planet, sun, sea Moon, wild, night, deep Grow, forest, fruit, seed Sky, heaven, light, me Space, planet, sun, sea Moon, wild, night, deep Grow, forest, fruit, seed Stars, human, here, free There is desire There is desire There is desire There is desire Space, planet, sun, sea Moon, wild, night, deep Grow, forest, fruit, seed Sky, heaven, you, me Space, planet, sun, sea Moon, wild, night, deep Grow, forest, fruit, seed Stars, human, us, free You really do really love me You really do really love me You really do really love me You really do really love me My being beaming past the scar My being beaming past the scar My being beaming past the scar My being beaming past the scar THERE IS DESIRE.

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released February 28, 2019

Music & Lyrics: Kyla Ferrier

Producer: Paul Zacharias (doGhouse Studios)
Co-Producer: Kyla Ferrier
Guitars: Eric Pauls, Paul Zacharias (including on the fly composition)
Piano: Sarah Houston (including on the fly composition)
Drums: Aaron Krogman
Various Electronic Elements: Kyla Ferrier & Paul Zacharias
Mastering: Paul Zacharias

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